I have come to what I feel
is the extreme of uncertainty. That is, a place where there
is just no clear way to really find out what is the
“best” solution in terms of looking around you for the
“right” answer. This extreme uncertainty might be
thought of as a pivotal point in one’s self development
because the choice we make will come solely from what we are going
to choose to believe. What we choose will likely serve as a
direction that we will be heading as we face other choices down the
road of our life.
It’s a time when we
feel that we just no longer know what to believe. It can be
scary because we have a great sense that the choice really is all
ours to make and that no one really has the answer that we feel we
were seeking. We are truly alone, realizing that we really do
have only our self to lean on for our decision. Regardless of
what the decision is about, it is a significant decision because
what we are leaning on is pure faith in our ability to
choose. Even if we have a strong faith in god, however we
conceive that to be, the decision is still ours to
make.
